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OOC Details

Player: Cee
Age: 30+
Pronouns: She/Her
Contact:

ceedawkes
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Writing Samples: TDM TL & Thread w/ Iggy

Introducing Your Character

Character Name: Angel Dust
Character Age: Died in his early 30s, has been in Hell 80+ years
Character Species: Human (deceased), spider demon
Character Canon: Hazbin Hotel
Canon Point: Pilot for now

Per the Setting

Three Items: One of his six tommyguns (tragic; he'll be mad), a photo of his demonic pet pig Fat Nuggets and one sparkly pink tentacle dildo.
Grounding Item: His room key for the Hazbin Hotel -- useless here, but it'll be a reminder of what he's left behind.
Canon Abilities & Skills: Angel qualifies as a "sinner" type of demon -- he used to be human, and therefore has none of the demonic skills that hellborn like Charlie or even imps and hellhounds have. While some sinners have ascended to Overlord levels (usually correlated to the amount of souls they have under contract), as one of those bound souls, Angel's abilities are pretty simplistic: he can jump pretty high, he can sense oncoming storms (like a real spider) and he can retract up to two of his three sets of arms. He's also fairly experienced with using weaponry (tommyguns are his favorite), and has some hardcore stamina (he does a lot of weird kinky porn).
Glitched Abilities: Any extrasensory abilities will be thoroughly fucked by the glitches, and Angel's usual stamina will come and go, seemingly without any logic. He'll also be minus a lot of his less-than-legal coping mechanisms (read: drugs), so withdrawal symptoms are likely.

Mental Evaluation

(note: cw for drug use, sexual assault, abuse, blackmail, overdose and dub/noncon all throughout here)
General Morals: What morals?
No, but really - Angel was "Anthony" in life, the middle son of a family of organized crime in New York city from the 20s-40s. He eventually overdosed on PCP in his early thirties and ended up in Hell after a lifetime of drug smuggling, violence, murder and general mayhem. At some point he ended up selling his soul to Valentino, a greedy, self-centered, violent moth demon who then made Angel the star of his empire of debauchery. Between live performances, filmed sex work and periodic soliciting on the streets of Hell, Angel has made Val a lot of money. On the surface, his own morals are in line with his boss's -- Angel likes partying, drugs, alcohol, sex and not answering to anyone. However, he's the first demon to sign up for Charlie's soul rehabilitation project, which hints at the fact that he's absolutely miserable and desperate for an escape. Angel is loud, brash and obnoxious, but he's shown multiple times that he's deeply loyal to his friends (what few he has) and will put his own safety on the line for them. He's much closer to chaotic neutral than true evil of any kind, even at his pilot canonpoint.
Relationship to Trauma: Compartmentalized as fuck. Angel's copes with the misery of his life by numbing himself with substances and risky behavior, deliberately pushing himself to the extremes in hopes of "ruining" himself and losing Valentino's attention. He's the favorite, treated alternately like a beloved pet and an object to be used, with Val using threats, physical violence and, ultimately, Angel's contract to keep him in line. There's a consistent need to drown out whatever anger and fear Angel's feeling on a day to day basis, rather than acknowledging that he's suffering, to the point where he refuses to admit he has any trauma. He loves his life. Who wouldn't? He's rich and famous and desired and everyone loves him.
Points of Confusion: Considering that Angel's already lived two lifetimes -- as Anthony the human and Angel Dust the demon -- he's going to be very blurry about which one is real. The details will mix up frequently, and he'll start thinking he's still in the hotel or back on earth, or that he's a human instead of a demon. The retractable arms won't help -- sometimes Angel can be very humanoid, which just adds to the confusion. It'll freak him out, but he'll likely play it off as much as he can.
Effects from Daisy: Honestly the idea that Angel had willingly surrendered his autonomy and freedom to a crazy freaky force of power is...very par for the course. He won't buy for a second that he'd done it to "help" in some way, because he's not that altruistic. But if Daisy gets Angel to believe that this is some attempt at redemption, a way to get himself free of Valentino, he might start to believe it. Overall, though, he'd be easily led by anyone around him, and if the vast majority of people say Daisy is bullshit, he'll go along with them. Besides, he's still an eight foot spider demon -- where's the logic in that?

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Addict | Michael Kovach

a hit of that heaven and hell, a helluva high | we're forever gonna have a fuckin' reason to sin, let me leave my soul to burn and i'll be breathin' it in

I'm So Hot | Chrissy Chlapecka

why would i bother with touching anybody else? cause i'm so hot i'd fuck myself

You Wish | Flyana Boss

hello christ? i'm bout to sin again | get like me? nah, you wish -- you could never ever ever be that bitch

Not My Fault | Renee Rapp & Megan Thee Stallion

it's not my fault you have to pay for what i get for free, it's not my fault you're like in like in like in love with me

Celebrity | Chloe Moriondo

point it straight at me, hear them scream, can i get a picture pretty pretty please | watch me bleed out on your screen

So It Goes... | Taylor Swift

you cut me into pieces, gold cage, hostage to my feelings | come here, dressed in black now, scratches, down your back now

Forever Drunk | Peach PRC

it hurts too much to sober up, just let me be forever drunk | now i'm dancing over silver cans, pretending they're adoring fans

Shake Tramp | Marianas Trench

try a little more, little more, little more, they slap you like a bitch and you take it like a whore

Poison | Blake Roman

cause you're poison, you're feedin' me poison, addicted to this feelin' and i can't help but swallow

Gasoline | Halsey

you can't wake up this is not a dream, you're part of a machine, you are not a human being, with your face all made up, livin on a screen

This Is Gonna Hurt | Sixx:A.M.

listen up listen up there's a devil in the church, got a bullet in the chamber and this is gonna hurt

Everytime | Britney Spears

everytime i try to fly i fall, without my wings i feel so small

Heavy | Peach PRC

they say they won't run away, fix you's only pretty when it's sung by coldplay | i'm hard to love there's no denying, if you've had enough - thanks for trying

What If It Doesn't End Well | Chloe Moriondo

what if it doesn't end well? will you still stay? what if i fuck it up like i always do and my shit gets in the way?

Slut! | Taylor Swift

but if i'm all dressed up, they might as well be lookin' at us and if they call me a slut, you know it might be worth it for once

This Hell | Rina Sawayama

damned for eternity but you're comin' with me into the afterlife, this hell is better with you, we're burnin' up together, baby that makes two

I Wanna Get Better | Bleachers

i didn't know i was lonely til i saw your face, i wanna get better | i didn't know i was broken til i wanted to change, i wanna get better, i wanna get better, better, better, better

Loser Baby | Blake Roman & Keith David

i'm a loser, honey, a schmoozer and a dummy, but at least i know i'm not alone -- you're a loser just like me

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FIRST IMPRESSIONS

VISUAL:

CANON: Hazbin Hotel
NAME: Angel Dust (Anthony)
SPECIES: Deceased sinner turned spider demon
GENDER/PRONOUNS: Cis male (he/him)
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Gay
HEIGHT: 7'0 (8'0 with the boots)
AGE: 30ish when he died, been in Hell since the 40s.
AURAL: Like a Steve Buscemi mobster
OLFACTORY: Val's cigarettes, booze or something like a Britney Spears perfume
DEMEANOUR: Cocky as FUCK. Angel knows he's the hottest thing in any room he walks into, and acts accordingly -- extremely profane, sexual, flirting with any guy that moves and constantly whining or bitching about anything he even mildly dislikes. He's basically the Paris Hilton of Hell, and he leans into it hardcore.

IN CHARACTER

PHYSICAL AFFECTION: Yes please, he's a cuddly bitch -- for guys he'll always angle for some sort of physical contact and he'll go as far as he's allowed.
SHIPPING/SMUTTING: Also yes -- m/m only for smut, Angel literally has no preferences beyond that, he's attracted to any dude who dudes near him. He's also a spider demon so weird retractable dicks ahoy. Actual relationships would take time -- Angel would have to let his guard down, which he'd only do under extreme duress.
PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Oh fuck yes. Angel was a mobster in life, and he's still very, very fond of kicking some ass.
PSYCHIC & PSIONIC INFORMATION: Beneath the obnoxiously flirty veneer, Angel is a teeming bundle of fear and anxiety and self-loathing. LOTS of dark thoughts.
MAGICAL INFORMATION: No supernatural/magical powers, though he can jump very high and sense oncoming storms (like a real spider). He can also retract his third pair of arms, make of that what you will.
MEDICAL INFORMATION: Six arms (two usually retracted), fairly healthy and strong, lots of stamina (does a lot of weird porn). Angel is a spider demon, technically, but he's categorized as a "sinner", meaning he was a human who died and took a demonic form.
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: oh boy:

Violence (specifically gun violence; Angel uses 4-6 tommyguns most commonly)

Drug use (PCP and cocaine/crack primarily, though Angel can and will try anything. He also smokes and drinks EXCESSIVELY)

Drug addiction

Sex work (consensual and nonconsensual; more on that later), specifically porn, pole dancing/stripping and one-on-one encounters

Dubcon/noncon

Domestic violence/abusive relationships

Sexual assault

Sexual exploitation

Risky sexual behavior

Succinctly: Angel sold his soul to Valentino (exact reason why is still unknown), and therefore quite literally belongs to him, like an object or toy. Because of this, it's not entirely clear how much of Angel's sex work -- or sexual encounters, period -- are fully consensual, as he literally cannot say no to anything Valentino tells him to do. He does genuinely enjoy sex, kinky and otherwise, but much of his work and his sexual relationship with Val aren't what he'd choose to do.

OUT OF CHARACTER

BACKTAGGING: Always and forever.
THREADHOPPING: Prefer no
FOURTHWALLING: If it's appropriate for an event
NOT INTERESTED IN: Honestly I'm open to pretty much anything, I love smut and angst and shippy stuff and cracky stuff and everything in-between.

PLAYER

NAME: Cee
CONTACT:

ceedawkes
ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: PST, usually evening and weekends
BRACKETS/PROSE: I default to brackets, but will match!
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: Please warn for suicidal ideation/attempts

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